i miss you dear .

i'm crying . i miss you . i miss your voice. where are you dear . where are you . i need u now. can i borrow your shoulder sayang ? please . .come on dear . i wish you were here

I think that when you fall in love with someone, every single day you spend with them you fall in love with them even more. It’s like you find something else to love about them everyday. The way they laugh, the way they sneeze, even the way they blink. I think that’s how relationships last. When things are exciting, everyday you spend with that person is like an adventure into their soul. dear And I am content to walk a little slower, because there is nowhere that I really need to be. I find that life is easier when it is just a blur, with no details to confuse who or what or where I was. So when the ending comes, the full regret will be obscure. But these are days we dream about, when the sunlight paints us gold. And this apartment could not be prettier, as when we danced up there alone. And if you close your eyes, we will always be the way we were that night. Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix. hunny I watched you sleeping quietly in my bed. You don't know this now, but there's some things that need to be said. And it's all that I can hear, it's more than I can bare. What if I fall and hurt myself? Would you know how to fix me? What if I went and lost myself? Would you know where to find me? If I forgot who I am, would you please remind me? Cause without you, things go hazy. It's not a silly little moment, it's not the storm before the calm. This is the deep and dying breath of this love that we've been working on. Can't seem to hold you like I want to, so I can feel you in my arms. Nobody's gonna come and save you, we pulled too many false alarms. We're going down, and you can see it too. We're going down, and you know that we're doomed. I was the one you always dreamed of, you were the one I tried to draw. How dare you say it's nothing to me? You're the only light I ever saw. Close lipped, another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion. Your grip another time is slack, it leaves me feeling empty. I'll wait until tomorrow, maybe you'll feel better then; maybe we'll be better then. So what's another day, when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you. This mood of yours is temporary. It seems worth the wait to see your smile again.

i miss you so much dear